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Ashley and Lucas- DEAR ASHLEY

 Dear Ashley  

I made important decisions rashly


I'm sitting on this island alone

Thinking about what I had and what I had thrown


Everything about me is lost

Every breath I take seems false


I finally built my dream house

But I still wonder about your whereabouts


I thought staying on the island would be serene

But without you, even the songbird seems mean


I visit the beach every morning

In hope that you'll finally come back from exploring


At night I climb the highest tree and look at the stars

And remember the times you slept in my arms


I miss the way I brushed your hair off your face

And that when you kissed me, all I could feel was infinite space


The day goes by doing daily chores

And finding survival resource


It's honestly very peaceful

But feels incomplete without you


I hope you are enjoying yourself in the sea

I know you like to visit different places to see


I look at the wilderness here

It reminds of your independence and your love so fierce


During the day I see the sun shining bright

Remember how your eyes light up at a new sight


The day is bright and light

But my heart feels dark as a night


The heaviness of lonesomeness in my heart

Makes me too afraid to build a fresh start


You always believed in me and thought I'd give my best

Even in times when I didn't believe in myself


You pushed me to be willing to take risk

And then I'd set off to persist


I know I made a mistake with you

Wish I could turn back time to take you back, too


And prevent all the future fights we'll ever have

Because I know all I want is you by my side


Even when we're exploring, even when we're settling down

I want to be with you while your ecstatic and when you're having a meltdown


You made me believe that good people exist

And that they get love they always missed


I tried to forget and leave it all behind

And discover the side which was loving and kind


But I ended up making it worse

And I realised without you I would never work


I sometimes hope you're thinking about me

But I also want you to achieve what you want to be


I know you're gonna be fine by yourself

You have the strength and ability to reflect


But I am weak and fragile without your shoulder to lean on

I know this sounds pathetic but I think it's the sadness's dawn


So pls come back....be here

Or I'll come with you and be there


To venture through every happy moment and every fear

Because I'm alive when you're near


And I believe that things always get better

So pls Let me be yours forever

                              

                                                                 LOVE 

                                                                     X 

                                                              THE FREAK 

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